I swallowed the poisonous apple and I’m covered in sin
Somebody make me think twice from committing this
Ever wonder what it’s like on the other side?
Then I realize it must be just like before we were born

I’m gonna put this gun to my head
I’m gonna pump this soul full of led
I’m gonna leave my dreams where I bled
I’m gonna paint this entire room red
What is this life? Soon I’ll be dead
I’m gonna put this gun to my head

I take this drink so I won’t think anymore
I’m too sober and poor what am I living for?
Ever wonder what it’s like on the other side?
Then I realize it must be just like before we were born

I’m gonna put this gun to my head
I’m gonna pump this soul full of led
I’m gonna leave my dreams where I bled
I’m gonna paint this entire room red
What is this life? Soon I’ll be dead
I’m gonna put this gun to my head

I’ll forget the faces and the names that are keeping me stranded
I grew up with everything but I’m leaving here empty handed
I’m leaving here

I’m gonna put this gun to my head
I’m gonna pump this soul full of led
I’m gonna leave my dreams where I bled
I’m gonna paint this entire room red
What is this life? Soon I’ll be dead
I’m gonna put this gun to my head

– Lyrics by C. Hoffman